5. 💞 She’s Mine, Gently


Hey you 🌙
I just got back to the room
Finally stretched out, legs a little sandy, hair still smells like saltwater 🌊
And I had to write to you before sleeping 💤
I was just about to ask where my sun girl disappeared to ☀️
How was your evening?
Unexpected
Sweet 🍯
A little… quiet in that heavy way?
The kind of quiet that feels like it means more than it says 🤍
Tell me everything. Slowly 🕊️
I want to hear your voice in my head while I read 🧠👂
Okay 😌
So after the beach, the boys suggested tea, like real tea, not cocktails 🍵
We found this tiny stand with vines growing over it, and they had these old ceramic cups that looked like they belonged to someone’s grandma 🌿👵
Charming already ✨
Keep going
We sat down
Me in the middle, of course 👑
Patrick made fun of your beach volleyball “skills” 😂
Bill defended you 🛡️
Said you were “athletic only when unobserved”
I laughed so hard my tea nearly spilled 🤭
I told you never to believe Patrick’s sports stories 🏐
He exaggerates every dive I made. And every fall 😅
It was cute 💗
And then… the conversation softened
Like, really softened 🕊️
Patrick looked at me and said, very gently
You don’t pretend to be someone you’re not. That’s rare
…what did you say? 👀
I froze ❄️
I mean, I thanked him, kind of awkwardly 🤷‍♀️
But it hit me
Like… I’d spent the whole day dancing between being myself and accidentally becoming something more visible 💫
You know? Like… a version of me that people look at 👁️
And then to hear him say that, it felt like being seen anyway 👓
I do know 🧡
And I love that version
Because it’s still you, just a little sun-touched and radiant 🌞
Bill said something too 🌼
He said
You’re here fully, but never trying to take space
And then he got all flustered like he wasn’t sure if that was a compliment 😂
Sounds like Bill 😂
Stumbles into poetry, then panics 📉
Exactly 😅
But they were both… respectful. Sweet. Curious 🌸
I didn’t feel like they were trying to get close, not that way 🚫❤️
It was more like they were trying to understand what makes me… me 🤍
And honestly?
That made me melt more than if they’d flirted all evening 💧
So what did make you melt? 👀
Patrick said…
Henry doesn’t trust you because no one wants you. He trusts you because he knows you decide where you belong
💬 And I swear, I wanted to cry 😢
Right there, in the middle of a mint tea 🍃
I’m not sure whether to hug him or punch him for being that honest 🤔👊
Maybe both 🥺
I felt warm all over 🌡️
But not because of them
Because of you 💗
Because I knew they were right ✅
That’s why I never worry 🧘
Not even when you’re glowing on a secret beach between two half-naked guys 🏖️😏
They were half-naked 😅
I was trying not to stare too 👀
Wait,
you were staring? 👀😳
Just… occasionally 🙈
Bill has these freckles on his shoulders and Patrick’s tan lines are hilarious 🌞😄
I couldn’t help it
But don’t worry. I kept it polite 😇
You can look 👁️
As long as when you close your eyes at night, it’s me you see 😴❤️
Always you 🫶
Especially now
I’m wearing your shirt again 👕
The one I packed secretly 🤫
It smells like you 👃
And it helps me remember who I really belong to 💘
You’re going to make it impossible for me to sleep 🥵🛌
Nina got comfortable in bed and relaxed.
Then, two minutes later, she got another message
Can’t sleep
Mind won’t stop spinning
You okay?
Yes, I’m here 💗
What’s spinning?
You
You in that bikini 👙
You laughing at Patrick’s jokes 😂
You glowing, and telling me everything…
and me not being able to kiss your forehead goodnight 😔
That’s not a bad thing to spin about
It’s kind of beautiful 💗
It is
But it makes me ache 💭
I love that you’re blooming out there 🌸
But I keep picturing you sitting between them
shoulders bare, smile soft, eyes full of salt and light 🌊✨
And I wish I could lean in and whisper,
“She’s mine. Gently, world. She’s mine.” 🫶
Oh…
I just teared up 🥺
You don’t need to whisper it
It’s written all over me 💞
Even the waves knew today 🌊
You write like the sea’s still speaking through you 🌙
And I swear, I could read you forever like this 📖
But tell me
what’s the plan for tomorrow?
More queen-of-the-beach treatment? 👑🌞
Not exactly ☀️
Tomorrow, Patrick’s throwing a little party at his place with some of his friends 🎉
His private pool, it honestly feels like a movie set 🎬🌴
We’ll spend the day there
And…
I might have a little surprise for you 💫
But I’m not telling yet 😇
You’ll just have to wait 😉
Your surprises are always dangerous ⚠️
Beautiful. But dangerous 😏
Now I’m officially counting the hours ⏳
Promise you won’t forget, I want every detail 📝
You’ll get everything
In golden light, slow motion, and probably a few scandalous angles 📸
But only if you behave 😌
Now sleep, troublemaker 😴
You’ll need all your strength for what I have planned 🌸✨