🏖️ 4. The Beach


Hey… we just got to the beach 🌊
It’s… wow
There’s no one here
Just me, the boys, and a crab that looks kind of offended we showed up 🦀😅
Let me guess…
Flat on a towel, toes in the sand, sunglasses slightly too big? 😎
Actually, we just got here
The guys laid out their towels
Patrick went first, then Bill,
and then mine… right in the middle
I didn’t say a word,
but they both gave me this look like it was totally obvious
Like, of course the queen sits in the center 👑😅
They made you the centerpiece? 😏
Yeah, that tracks.
You must look unreal right now
Stop 😳
It’s so weird, Henry
I just sat down, and everything shifted
They got quieter. Slower
Patrick offered me water like it was champagne 🥂,
and Bill adjusted the umbrella so there’d be >perfect shade on your face, Nina>
I think they’re trying very hard to act casual…
But they’re absolutely not casual 😅
What gave it away? 👀
The royal treatment or the way they pretend not to stare?
Both 😅
Bill’s pretending to scroll through his phone — upside down 📱🙃
And Patrick keeps “accidentally” glancing over his shoulder while talking to me 👀
I mean… I see where their eyes go
Especially when I lean back. Or reach for something 😳
I caught Patrick looking at my chest — and then pretending he wasn’t — three times
And every time, I felt this… rush? ⚡
Like a spark under my skin
A spark, huh? 🔥
Sounds like my girl’s enjoying herself more than she expected 😏
That’s what scares me a little
I thought I’d feel awkward 😬
But I’m just… warmv
Tingly, even ✨
Like my body likes being looked at
And I hate that I like it
But I also don’t
I don’t know if that makes any sense 😳
It makes perfect sense
You’re allowed to enjoy feeling beautiful 💛
Especially when you are
Did you take another photo yet? 📸
Not yet
I want to
But I also feel so exposed
like the camera might see what I’m feeling too clearly
Give me a minute. I’ll try 😶‍🌫️
In the meantime, I’ll just keep pretending I don’t notice the way Patrick keeps offering to “fetch things” for me
I asked for a napkin and he came back with four. And folded them 😂
He’s fully in knight mode 🛡️
I bet Bill is pretending he’s just here for the “light and mood” 🎨
Yes! 😂
He literally said,
This spot has incredible natural contrast
While looking directly at my thighs 🫣
I didn’t say anything
But I felt everything
My stomach fluttered. My chest felt tight 💓
And suddenly I was very aware of how I was breathing 😮‍💨
And you?
Still keeping your composure? 😏
Barely 😅
But I think that’s part of the fun
I sit still. Smile softly. Say thank you 😊
And inside?
I’m this mess of blush and butterflies 🦋
But a happy mess 💗
I’m dying to see you in that bikini😩🔥
Okay… deep breath 😳
I just took a few
I had to wait until the boys wandered off to get drinks 🍹
I felt so exposed
Even though it’s just photos
But here. One at a time 📤
📷 PHOTO

Wow
You look like sunlight turned into a girl ☀️
No filter could ever touch this
🥺
Stop, or I’ll melt into the sand 🫠
It’s strange, Henry
When I looked at the photo…
my eyes went straight to my chest
To how my bikini holds me
just enough to cover, but not enough to hide 👙
And how did it make you feel?
Honestly?
I stared at it longer than I expected 😶‍🌫️
I’ve never seen myself like that before
Half-naked, yes — but soft, confident
Like I belong in this body
And I kept thinking — this is what they see 👀
No wonder they look
No wonder I feel so… electric ⚡
My breasts look… beautiful. Full. Warm 💗
I even adjusted the strap before the second shot — just a little — to see how it changed the shape 🙈
You’re making it very hard to sit still right now 😩
Another photo?
Okay… another one📸
Be kind
I almost deleted it twice 🥺
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Kind?
I want to frame it 🖼️
This isn’t just sexy. It’s intimate
You let me see the part of you that you weren’t sure about
And it’s perfect 💛
I’m blushing so much right now 😳
Like… whole body blush
I never thought showing you this would feel so good
It’s not even about being sexy
It’s about being seen. And not hiding
I feel like I’ve opened a window in myself
And you’re just… there. Looking in. And smiling 🪟🙂
Because I love every inch of you 🫶
And because I know how big this is for you
More? 👀
One more 📸
This one I’m lying down
The light hit my skin like honey 🍯
And… yeah. There’s a lot of chest 😅
But I want you to see it
Because you’re the one person I want to show it all to 💗
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The boys are back
They brought some snacks and cold drinks and
Somehow ended up sitting on either side of me again 🙈
Like they’re guarding me from the sun itself ☀️
The royal treatment continues 👑
I hope your throne is properly fluffed 🛋️
You joke
But it’s exactly like that
They keep offering me things
watermelon, extra napkins, sunglasses I don’t even need 😅
I think they don’t know what else to do with their hands
And I’m just… sitting here
In this bikini 👙
Half-naked
And trying to breathe like a normal person 😶‍🌫️
Still feeling watched? 👀
So much
Especially now
They’re not even hiding it anymore
Like… when I leaned forward to take a sip, I felt both of them freeze 🧊
Not talking. Not blinking
Just… looking
And I knew exactly where their eyes went 😳
And? How did that feel?
I wanted to hide
I wanted to pull the towel over my chest and disappear 🫣
But also… I didn’t
Because when their eyes landed on me — on them — it felt like my skin lit up from the inside ✨
Like there was a little fire in my chest, and their glances made it flicker 🔥
I feel ridiculous even writing this 😳
You’re doing perfectly 💛
What are you feeling right now — physically?
Physically…?
My skin is hot 🔥
Not sun-hot — blush hot
My bikini top is soft and snug, and it pushes my breasts up just enough that they… sit there
High, round, framed by the soft pink fabric 💗
The fabric catches the light — it’s almost glossy in places
And every time I breathe, they move just enough to remind me how bare I am
How much there is to see 🫠
God, Nina…
I know
It’s too much
And when I caught Patrick glancing at my boobs again — not even pretending this time
I felt this weird flutter below my ribs 🦋
Not shame. Not pride
Something warm and heavy
Like I was sinking into myself… in a good way 🫶
Does that make any sense?
It makes all the sense in the world
You’re glowing, and you feel it ✨
Even if it’s scary
Exactly
It scares me because I like it
Because I want them to look — even if I pretend I don’t
And I hate admitting that
But I’d hate more to keep it from you 🫶
Hey…
They went down to the water for a bit 🌊
So I have a few minutes to breathe
And to show you what I really look like right now 📸
I’m listening. And watching 👀
Heart pounding 💓
Okay…
I took two
Each one feels like a little confession 💌
Be gentle with your words, okay?
I feel like I’m opening something soft and trembling inside me 😳
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This one is me standing — sun on my face ☀️
My bikini top catches the light so clearly…
you can almost see the curve through the fabric 👙
It’s soft there. I’m soft there
And it’s scary to share that softness 🫣💗
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This was the next photo I took 📸
I had no idea I could look… this feminine
It made me shiver a little 🌬️
These are…
You
So real I almost forgot to breathe 😮‍💨
Your softness. Your trust. Your glow — all of it is here ✨
I want to kiss every edge of that light 💋
I’m crying a little 😢
I don’t know why
Maybe because I feel seen
Or maybe because I want to be seen — and I didn’t know how much until now
I feel like I’m floating ☁️
Like I left the girl who hides things behind me
Just for this moment
Just for you 💗
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I hear voices…
They’re back 🐾
Patrick’s laughing about something 😂
And Bill’s carrying way too many shells for someone who “wasn’t looking for shells” 😅
Back to your royal court 👑
You okay?
I am
Actually… I feel kind of whole
Like something in me unlocked and stretched its arms 🌸
You helped that happen
You did it all yourself
I just watched the magic unfold ✨
Mmm…
I’m going to put my phone away for a bit 📵
Let the sun do its work ☀️
Let them treat me like a queen — I won’t resist 😇
But I’ll carry your words with me the whole time 💌
Enjoy every moment
Let them serve you grapes and hold your fan 🍇
But remember — you glow for me 💛
Always for you 🌸
Talk soon, my love 💕